APPREHENSIVE

Another sleepless night again..
This issue is threathening my dream and definitely my mind..
I just received my contact lenses yesterday..
BUT..
During the first trial..
I failed to put it into my left eye..
Obviously I'm not having problem with the right eye..
in case with the help of the salesman..
Maybe anything related to LEFT is bit troublesome..
I'm getting vexed and apprehensive..
as I bought 6 pairs of it straight away..
This is the main reason why I'm stressed out..
Everyone really doesnt know how I feel for this moment..
I just dont want to disappoint my parents..
for wasting money on me..
Please grant me with a little wish..
So that I'm brave enough and get used to it SOON..