Struggle..

these days keep on listening to 2AM's new song-"Even If I Die,I Can't Send You"..
like this song so much..
this is because it's a great ballad song..
touching until reached my deep heartcore..
but..
it's still a sad romance song..
i also don't know why..
these days really love this kind of songs..
like CNBlue's "I'm a Loner"..JiYeon's "또르르"..
maybe is caused by loneliness that buds off in my heart,mind and soul..
life isn't difficult..
but depends on how you look at and manage it..
i'm still struggle to pick up any courses..
nutritionist and pharmacist..
both i like..
but..
i can't take both at the same time..
pharmacy course feels like "crowded"..
as so many people eager to take it..
nutrition is opposite of it..
too less people take it..
well..
the most important is..
the fees range between these courses really huge..
but when the time to decide comes..
i think i will be able to come to a stand..